Smoke
As soon as I have this baby, I want a pack of cigarettes. I want a pack of cigarettes and I want to smoke half of them, I want to smoke and smoke and smoke until I don’t feel like I have no idea who I am anymore. I want to smoke until I’m recognizable to myself again. And yet, This new self says that will not happen. They don’t tell you how much you can change in 9 months.
